Change

I just saw a picture on facebook that was taken back in 2008, it's been 5 years since I've seen any of these people since we all left school. We use to be friends, we use to talk every day.

It's strange how I don't socialise at all with them anymore, well it's not strange, it's more i stopped caring about them and that i've moved on from them. I don't need them anymore. I was best friends with some of them.

Every single person including myself in that picture has changed , some have turned bisexual, some have kids, some are wasting their money just clubbing, some are working, there's only two of us in that whole picture who is going to university, some are engaged.

High school was the worst years for me, and I'm glad I got out of it, I didn't improve at all in that school, nor had the capability to understand and move on.

There's only one person i'm talking to from school, and he left in year 8 and then came back in my life 8 years later , he's helped a lot in my life more than any of my so called friends had then.

I see this picture, and see that noone has any ambitions, to do something with their lives, and it makes me realise, how much i just want to keep moving on and change a lot of things around. The last time i bumped in to anyone was when we were at the pub, and I saw a guy who is now a cleaner for macdonalds.

I'm determined to do something with my life and not just stop right here.

I hated everything I use to be , and I'm glad i've changed from that point of my life.

This post sounds out of anger, but I pity a lot of people at school, who just decided to stay at some point in their lives and not willing to change it around.