Perspective

I need a new perspective in what I see myself as in this current world, where I should be and what i should do. My future is wavering, and I'm scared what is going to happen. I'm going through so many emotions right now, that all i did today, was sleep and my emotions are creating a barrier again to want to do anything. I feel lately this is another teenage angst blog, but in reality ,I am 21 years old, trying to find a job like everyone else, frustrated with life and where it is going and the only way to fill that in is with alcohol.