Sometimes when good things happen to me, it's hard to process it, but for me, it's time to keep going , time to keep getting better. Laziness will only prevent me and my current issues from going anywhere in my life, but it will only motivate me to do something worth while. I wanna prove myself that i'm worth all the doubt. I want to be happy but not in a materialistic way. I want to show that my inspiration and creativity can help people.

Despite having all these interviews, I may not even get the job(s) but I can only hope.

I'm just tired of life...